i'm kind of putting the pieces together

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especially due to how i was the one apologizing in the first place when i shouldn't have been

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maybe he's tone-deaf green

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lol

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whenever i used to get home from school/education, i'd always be extremely worn out and like, unable to function

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exdicc? "are you a lil girl bro?" lmao

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i think that was me suffering the consequences of masking all dya

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tay... tay......

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cyan.

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but that's just a theory i have

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....

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masking can do that

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i can't help but think about the time he made me cry and their were witnesses

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i miss them

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i think if i can learn to ignore and become immune to people opinions of me then i can get a lot lot more energy back in my life

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i miss myself too

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i miss her too

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he tells me comments like, "wow you take so long to do this.."

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that's the hard part though

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and the part i'm stuck on

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I wouldn't care if it was other people but he is the older brother of mine and it hurts mire

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im not sure if he has bipolar disorder

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he is undiagnosed

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bumbumbum

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thank you for your advice and listening to me blue

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can anyone see me. :)

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he acts nice at some point and then he starts again with the snide remarks

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hola. hola. hola. am i visible?

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you may think it's something insignificant but you're giving me confidence that i can have confidence in myself

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I hate it.. I shouldn't care if i have my other siblings but I get tired

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idk if it's gonna give me blue again my stuff restarted

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you're blue to me dw

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oh it did

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Fucking retard.

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am i visible?

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yes white

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thank you, green

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you're welcome, i'm happy i can help a little

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coral i think the same thing when i stub my toe

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speaking of the r slur

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