Im so fucking sick rn it hurts so bad n i dpmt have anything to help and i cant do what i normally do

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It hurts so bad

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Idk what to do

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if ventscape had an usable user system i don't think it'd use it

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rbh

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hi

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💔👅🍺

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freaky ass beer

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Freaky beer is better

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better than what..

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Not freaky beer

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😍

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Guys..im tired 💔💔💔

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what crazy chicken??

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he did everything he could to hurt me

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but he still gets to be loved and well

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he couldve chosen to stay distant

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but he wanted me to love him

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god everybody else has grown up and changed for the better

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im becoming an adult next year

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a legal adult

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and i still get nightmares and wet the bed

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i still flinch when people look at me in public

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im still uncomfortable around male relatives

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My mum keeps barging into my toom to get a reaction out of me

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I didnt mind

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i cry when i get yelled at

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So she spilled beer on my floor and blamed it on me

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for being ignorant

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i cry when i meet people who remind me of him

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She's mental i swear

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now im left with all of these scars as a reminder

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im so close to calling cps im so sick of her

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him forcing me to do everything when i was 10

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gave me all of these problems

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being close is close enough

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but i havent told anyone

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i should be angrier at my relatives

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i feel like they had an idea but just didnt care

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she saw my scars and slapped them as "punishment"

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