that's good

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can i ask how you learnt to deal/cope with that?

67868 - 

that question extends to anyone really

67868 - 

my brother has expierenced that social anxiety his whole life and let me tell you its a bad mindset to have because it can cause an indivual to grow up to have a negative outlook

7516 - 

That's a bit broad for me, give a scenario in life you struggle with

68066 - 

you're very kind, purple

67885 - 

thank you red

67868 - 

i try to be

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and im not being rude or anything but in my experience people that are antisocial tended to lash out at me

7516 - 

i just recognized the only way i'll be happy is to unmask, you'll only find happiness in yourself

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lol

68066 - 

I guess people that have this internal fear of being judged can make them treat others in a negative way

7516 - 

true happiness at least

68064 - 

i believe you

67868 - 

hurt people hurt people green

68064 - 

thats why I am here because I get sad when my sibling gets mad at me at everything

7516 - 

and so what if they are mad?

68066 - 

or sadists just hurt people...

67885 - 

i think i'm one of those people who think they don't mask when in reality i've not been aware i'm doing it

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and its hard because he wasn't like that, everytime i make a comment he says a remark that sounds like he is being snarky

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🤫🐄💩😋👨🏿‍❤️‍💋‍👨🏿

68065 - 

honestly i don't know if i'm getting better

67885 - 

there were some points i thought i was

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do you feel you can reply but dont to the snarky comments?

68066 - 

and now everything just seems to be spiraling again

67885 - 

that's ohk, it's hard to recognize at first purple

68064 - 

oh yeah absolutely

67868 - 

people owe me so many apologies but it feels so selfish to say

67885 - 

I understand being in a depressed state and I know he is but everytime i say a normal thing he sometimes spirals and makes fun of me

7516 - 

i'm kind of putting the pieces together

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especially due to how i was the one apologizing in the first place when i shouldn't have been

67885 - 

maybe he's tone-deaf green

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lol

68066 - 

whenever i used to get home from school/education, i'd always be extremely worn out and like, unable to function

67868 - 

exdicc? "are you a lil girl bro?" lmao

68065 - 

i think that was me suffering the consequences of masking all dya

67868 - 

tay... tay......

68065 - 

cyan.

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but that's just a theory i have

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....

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