i was in class today and i just stopped everything like fuck it man im done

68198 - 

haha my parents would disOWN me if i dared drop to a 90

66153 - 

Yeah i have all fs

36907 - 

My mental state is shit

36907 - 

lmao me too

66153 - 

And i take all these meds for my depression and shit and it works but it also doesnt

36907 - 

does it like just mask things?

68198 - 

lmao i cant really take meds im scared of them

66153 - 

Yeah

36907 - 

no matter what horrible pain there is im scared of meds

66153 - 

literally painkillers too idk why

66153 - 

I swear, if I see one more person go like "Oh golly I sure dislike polyester hoodies, I'm so autistic," I'm going to take no action because I'm a wuss but get so fucking angry

68201 - 

what if you had a migraine or smth?

68198 - 

I'm so tired

68203 - 

i dont

66153 - 

youre just gonna tough it out?

68198 - 

still wouldnt

66153 - 

y'all ever have deja-vu about having deja-vu about having deja-vu

63942 - 

lmao lucky i have mental disorders and another disorder and its non negotiable to take meds for me

36907 - 

yup

66153 - 

not rlly lucky

66153 - 

Yeah

36907 - 

i have ridiculous fears of things

66153 - 

and they hurt me

66153 - 

so uhm

66153 - 

like dawg I keep having deja-vu about having deja-vu about having deja-vu about having deja-vu

63942 - 

I take at least 40 pills a day

36907 - 

what do polyster hoodies have to do w autism

68198 - 

"Erm actually diagnoses cost a lot of money and I'm like 99% sure I'm autistic so" no, shut the fuck up and never say anything again

68201 - 

Real green, idk whats real anymore

36907 - 

self diagnosing is stupid asf ur right red

66153 - 

Just in general, some random minor quirk does not make one autistic

68201 - 

although my parents wont take me to a psychiatrist to check anything at all because they think im trying to get attention

66153 - 

like I have a mini crisis about "have I done this shit before?"

63942 - 

reminds me i should prolly go talk to the school counselor again

68198 - 

i wish i could

66153 - 

Talking to the school counselor makes things worse😭😭😭

36907 - 

And sure, a perfectly mentally healthy person probably won't go looking into this kinda stuff and come up with the idea that they are autistic

68201 - 

lmao when i s/hed i wanted to tell counselor she told my parents

66153 - 

i was hit nd told i was filthy

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