Suicide is not an option for me but I am so tired of this I had so much I could have done and my life went down the drain in 30 seconds

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And im truly glad you understand somewhat

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can somebody push me of a bridge

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its so dam hard too coral - d

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We were so so close

62905 - 

im aftaid of drowning thatll makeme die wuicker

68036 - 

Its gone now

62905 - 

i need to die

68036 - 

Shes gone but not gone

62905 - 

i know why i'm scared but

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but

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I just want to be able to live again

68028 - 

I see and hear about her so much everyday

62905 - 

mind telling me what happend?- d

2410 - 

can somebody kill me

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you dont have to - d

2410 - 

im begging

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ok ignore me

68036 - 

peo ple hjave been nice to me

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It might help me some

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And thanknyou

62905 - 

who wanna get naked with me

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We can't kill you what could we say

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np man - d

2410 - 

freaky

68022 - 

im tired of living

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.

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why do i always get shouted at in this house

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We were friends then friends with benefits then dated i was her first gf and i dont know it just ended quite odly my brain never really processed i guess

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nobody else gets shouted at but me

68036 - 

i um dont know what to do

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Green I think you're here because you want to be talked out of it

68028 - 

i always have to clean and wash even shit that isnt me

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mine

68036 - 

i should. change some clothes

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Meaning that deep down you don't really want to die

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idk blk idk anymore

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i just

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why did i even do this

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why

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