i cant hold this anymore

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why im here

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why these happening to me

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why

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start changing habits slowly. it'll workout

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why im like this

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what the fuck is wrong with me

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I hold my tears

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someone told me to kms and i said bet and then i failed

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why im still awake

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than let out in privatee

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I just want things to go back

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I miss the way my life was

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purple. Tbh people are faking and forcing enjoyment i

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in life

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i want to die but im scared

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I had genuine enjoyment

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when reality truly hits

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Lots of people had enjoyment

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, shutttt

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oh

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My reality is specificly bad I don't doubt in reality in general

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it’s depressing how willing i am to kill myself

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it's not reality it's my situation

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Reality is alright

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i never had full total enjoyment

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I did

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I mean not perfect no one's life is

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its like we over stimulate ourselves

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humans are over stimulated

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I was happy at least

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before books,

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and I had things to do

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having loving parents is such a privilige

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bye guys this will be my last message here. i've been here since 2020. i found this site due to my depression but i still have this shit. i cant hold this anymore.

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afteerbshhuut

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im gonna kill myself i hate donald trump so muc

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I'm so grateful for my mom

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much*

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If you do that he wins blue

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