to that i say fuck you

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what a fucking manipulative and whataboutism card to pull

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i think i genuinely detest religous people

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and yet i was once religous

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and i'm still suspectible to being so

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hated

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i'm consumed by hatred and anger

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i used to maladaptive daydream about scenarios where i could unleash my anger

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now i realise that wasn't for no reason

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and at this point it's like

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so what

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so what if i'm an evil person for wanting to be so free that i can do whatever i want whenever i want

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so what if i try to put that into effect as much as i can, despite not being a billionaire

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fuck you

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that's my response

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because this is MY life

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and not yours

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it genuinely makes me sick

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how i'm expected to be beholden to such ideals

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i just want to lay down and dissapear from the world

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and granted

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there are going to be things i'm going to have to do

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that i don't want to do

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BUT THE WORLD SHOULD NOT BE THAT WAY

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AND IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE.

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I feel like such an alien

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but why do i want to be free so badly?

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well

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i have such irrational fears

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because i feel opressed

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and why do i feel oppressed?

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because society restricts me

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and i care about what other people think about me

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born into a world wanting apples when i'm wired not to

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maybe this is the autistic experience

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regardless

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i would fail

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my hate persists for the people of this world

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i know i would

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and while it hurts me too

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