i only cried when i didnt see my dad for awhile

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hello

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is there anyone here

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id never cry in front of a police offcier

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crying just is painfuk

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people are still here omg

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in front of strangers

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im mad depressrd

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Most if all of my teenhood

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guys im fucked and still fucking myself

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wsp coral

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😢😢

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dead

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coral?

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I don't think I'm depressed I think I'm just realistic

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Omg he left

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i've been ruining my life for 5 years now yeah 5 years

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i wasted my life and still doing it

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no purple pessimism is depressiion

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By definition no lol

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now i think there is only option

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The lack of keeping anything going or maintaining you or onjects in physical life.

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You'd be pessimistic too

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i will kill myself

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i cant hold this anymore

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why im here

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why these happening to me

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why

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start changing habits slowly. it'll workout

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why im like this

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what the fuck is wrong with me

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I hold my tears

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someone told me to kms and i said bet and then i failed

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why im still awake

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than let out in privatee

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I just want things to go back

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I miss the way my life was

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purple. Tbh people are faking and forcing enjoyment i

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in life

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i want to die but im scared

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