cant wait 2 find out

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and empathy works against my want to be free, not a slave, not beholden to an idea, practice or people

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i hate having a boss

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i hate working

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i hate social norms

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i hate the way society is organised

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why

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why must i be this way

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or should i be asking why society must be this way, because i have a reasonable desire to be free

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maybe i should end my life

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would that be freeing?

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i dont see what i am supposed to be doing right at this moment

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i am just here

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what do i do here

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I'll tell you all something

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if i WAS to kill myself

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and let's say, the catholic hell and heaven is real

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i would hate it

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even heaven

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the idea of submitting to someone who put me on a planet full of suffering and evil

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it revolts me

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it irks me like nothing else

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there is no moral basis for such an expectation of me

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unless the card of "oh we can't expect to understand god"

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to that i say fuck you

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what a fucking manipulative and whataboutism card to pull

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i think i genuinely detest religous people

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and yet i was once religous

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and i'm still suspectible to being so

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hated

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i'm consumed by hatred and anger

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i used to maladaptive daydream about scenarios where i could unleash my anger

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now i realise that wasn't for no reason

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and at this point it's like

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so what

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so what if i'm an evil person for wanting to be so free that i can do whatever i want whenever i want

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so what if i try to put that into effect as much as i can, despite not being a billionaire

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fuck you

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that's my response

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because this is MY life

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