but why create

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car crash

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something just for it to bask in suffering

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dude Im genuinly so sorry that actually is so hard to deal with

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i cant even imagine

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I had a full ride to college for baseball starting next year

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Oh that must be so rough

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is it healing btw?

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or permanent

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They said it might but I don't think it's going to

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hope is healthy

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They don't know the extent of nerve damage and things like that yet but when I tell you I cannot feel shit in my legs

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You have to have hope and belive its going to work

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No one will tell me anything but I can tell

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youre right

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No one tells me anything

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Thats actually so sad

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But I've looked it up if feeling was going to come back it would have probably

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Humans make each other dumb

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I'm a very active guy just in general, I skateboard, ski, baseball, I go for walks all the time

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is venting helpful

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I work at an outdoor summer camp

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I don't know

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now I just sit there

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.

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try solving, or learning a new skill

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like what though

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could be time consuming

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I just can't think of anything

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I've gotten better at the guitar at least lol

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Become sucsesful so like other people like you can look up to you be determined go to college get a degree start a buisness on how to help people like you

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thats something

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do lanuch model rockets

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Be the one that is better so that people look up to you

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and trreat lesser people like shit

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it's only been a few weeks though I guess

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Just think if not great right youll be active agian slowly but if not you help build recourses that you think wouldve been so much more helpful to you when you got into this position

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or mindpuzzles

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I have to find some way to turn this around for sure

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It's just hurting me you know

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