yes, it was

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i said i do but it doesnt matter bc i am happy and that's what's important

68064 - 

people are going to hate you no matter what you do, there is no winning move, other than to live your life. your life may be hard, but it will be yours.

68066 - 

that's good

67868 - 

can i ask how you learnt to deal/cope with that?

67868 - 

that question extends to anyone really

67868 - 

my brother has expierenced that social anxiety his whole life and let me tell you its a bad mindset to have because it can cause an indivual to grow up to have a negative outlook

7516 - 

That's a bit broad for me, give a scenario in life you struggle with

68066 - 

you're very kind, purple

67885 - 

thank you red

67868 - 

i try to be

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and im not being rude or anything but in my experience people that are antisocial tended to lash out at me

7516 - 

i just recognized the only way i'll be happy is to unmask, you'll only find happiness in yourself

68064 - 

lol

68066 - 

I guess people that have this internal fear of being judged can make them treat others in a negative way

7516 - 

true happiness at least

68064 - 

i believe you

67868 - 

hurt people hurt people green

68064 - 

thats why I am here because I get sad when my sibling gets mad at me at everything

7516 - 

and so what if they are mad?

68066 - 

or sadists just hurt people...

67885 - 

i think i'm one of those people who think they don't mask when in reality i've not been aware i'm doing it

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and its hard because he wasn't like that, everytime i make a comment he says a remark that sounds like he is being snarky

7516 - 

🤫🐄💩😋👨🏿‍❤️‍💋‍👨🏿

68065 - 

honestly i don't know if i'm getting better

67885 - 

there were some points i thought i was

67885 - 

do you feel you can reply but dont to the snarky comments?

68066 - 

and now everything just seems to be spiraling again

67885 - 

that's ohk, it's hard to recognize at first purple

68064 - 

oh yeah absolutely

67868 - 

people owe me so many apologies but it feels so selfish to say

67885 - 

I understand being in a depressed state and I know he is but everytime i say a normal thing he sometimes spirals and makes fun of me

7516 - 

i'm kind of putting the pieces together

67868 - 

especially due to how i was the one apologizing in the first place when i shouldn't have been

67885 - 

maybe he's tone-deaf green

68064 - 

lol

68066 - 

whenever i used to get home from school/education, i'd always be extremely worn out and like, unable to function

67868 - 

exdicc? "are you a lil girl bro?" lmao

68065 - 

i think that was me suffering the consequences of masking all dya

67868 - 

tay... tay......

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