When you are hopeless you have a little bit of hope

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When you are dead you have none

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When youre dead you have nothing

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Ive tried it all

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Youre useless when youre dead. Youd be more useful alive

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I tried therapy

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Im useless alive bud

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Youre literally not

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Actually worse than useless

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I hurt people

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prove that your useless. I don't beleive you

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Doesnt everyone? In one way or another?

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I give people trauma

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Why do literally none of my friends actually like me. Im sick of it -B

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My best friend admitted it

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How so?

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Unless youre a sicko rapist or murderer then no

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He wakes up and checks his phone to make sure i have'nt texted him about killing myself

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I havent texted him about that in a year

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So he cares about you

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Thats not you giving him trauma thats you worrying those around you

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He still gets really freaked out when he thinks about it

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Clearly youre not useless if you have enough meaning in someones life for them to worry about you

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that is someone who cares, that is someone who will be distraught and broken if you die.

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I vented to him 5 hours a day for 3 years straight

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He convinced me out of suicide every other day

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Your friend idnt a therapist

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Isnt*

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I know

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Don't let his effort go to waste

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I tried therapy

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You cant use your friend as a crutch

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Clesrly your friend is worried. He sees meaning in you that you dont see in yourself.

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I don't need a crutch i need a fucking gun

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Thats a starting point.

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Personally i believe suicide is an ultimate testament to the pinnacle of human choice

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You can lean on a rifle

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Suicide is an ultimatum

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But suicide for something you can clesrly help

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Suicide is a choice a stupid one yes but a choice

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