Yeah well people notice a fucking corpsw

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Corpse

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But they won't look at me

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I don't let myself rot

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hiya - athena

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I am a good weight

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Hi athena

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Dont compare yourself to a fucking corpse

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Bro call a helpline, pls TT

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I was also in bad mental health but no one noticed till i was rotting in my own faeces

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Asking for help is one thing but no one can help you more than you can help yourself

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When you are hopeless you have a little bit of hope

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When you are dead you have none

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When youre dead you have nothing

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Ive tried it all

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Youre useless when youre dead. Youd be more useful alive

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I tried therapy

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Im useless alive bud

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Youre literally not

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Actually worse than useless

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I hurt people

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prove that your useless. I don't beleive you

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Doesnt everyone? In one way or another?

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I give people trauma

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Why do literally none of my friends actually like me. Im sick of it -B

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My best friend admitted it

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How so?

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Unless youre a sicko rapist or murderer then no

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He wakes up and checks his phone to make sure i have'nt texted him about killing myself

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I havent texted him about that in a year

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So he cares about you

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Thats not you giving him trauma thats you worrying those around you

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He still gets really freaked out when he thinks about it

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Clearly youre not useless if you have enough meaning in someones life for them to worry about you

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that is someone who cares, that is someone who will be distraught and broken if you die.

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I vented to him 5 hours a day for 3 years straight

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He convinced me out of suicide every other day

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Your friend idnt a therapist

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Isnt*

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I know

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