i dont like it

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there are like three gas tanks in the kitchen blowing shit up wont make me die right away xd

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I wanna eat a bunch of sleeping pills and sit in a bath tub

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it feels weird

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the only reliable thing

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about her

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can leak the gas and light up a match shits gonna blow up xd

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is how unreliable she is

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it doesn't feel very good

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im not much different i cant be the one to say anything

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im sick and tired of people telling me hey things will be fine LMFAO bro be me for a day xd

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be me for one day and see xd

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im not so reliable either after all

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i could never be you for a day xd

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be in my place and go through all i went through xd

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i lost everything xd

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im sorry

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what tf is left more xd

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im fucking exhausted xd

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maybe i just need a nap

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at least wait until shit settles, death isnt going anywhere

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you can always blow yourelf up later

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LMFAO nothing will settle xd

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why

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maybe it'll feel better if i drink some sugar

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im alone in this big fucking empty house right now and this is depressing being in here knowing i have nothing anymore left xd

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everythings gone xd

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youre not gone

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LMFAO i might xd

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i just don't want to

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i fr have no will to exist xd

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i just feel weird

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its not a good weird

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its pathetic that bitch did all that and ruined my whole fucking life xd

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probably true, but it is possible your life may change, it may get worse, it may get better

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LMFAO yeah right xd

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just have to push through

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there's nothing else..m

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what makes it not a possibility?

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i literally have nothing left anymore xd

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