Hows it going?

67705 - 

how are you?

67703 - 

could be better worried about future

67703 - 

Same

67705 - 

you?

67703 - 

oh cool yeah, i'm from US and there's.... how do I say this, going to be a lot of change... lol

67703 - 

Oh yeah. Im from Switzerland, but still scared

67705 - 

yeah, it's scary

67703 - 

even on a global level

67703 - 

for awhile now

67703 - 

wars, pandemic, political instability, extremism ideology, economic issues, etc

67703 - 

just some of the things the past few years

67703 - 

and more seems to be in our future lol

67703 - 

I MISS MY EX that’s all

67706 - 

I'm not sure if i should kill myself next year or this one

67707 - 

i'm sorry, i know what it's like to lose an ex

67703 - 

Honestly i think im going this year

67705 - 

You shouldn’t do it at all man

67706 - 

Yeah, i know theres other ways but its so hard

67705 - 

i actually have zero interest in dying despite how bad the world I think is about to get it, I want to survive more than anything. i've had to watch family die and have serious health issues.

67703 - 

and i'm sorry you guys feel that way

67703 - 

hi again - Damian

67692 - 

i've battled many things

67703 - 

lots of trauma

67703 - 

but I still keep going

67703 - 

Dying is just so fucking scary so i try to postpone it but shit has to end

67707 - 

and want to keep going

67703 - 

Yeah, but as you said, its surviving. Not living

67705 - 

Even if it doesnt seem this way you guys all have a purpose and you guys are very important

67706 - 

I don't want a purpose sounds like a lot of work

67707 - 

oh, but in order to live, one must survive first. meaning, to have the potential to go beyond mere survival. this is one of the reasons I stay here and have no plans of being anywhere

67703 - 

Yeah i guess

67705 - 

survival means potential, basically.

67703 - 

can't have potential without survival.

67703 - 

Yeah, but is also like to skip the suffering part

67705 - 

and trust me, I don't know what your situation is (feel free to share), but Ive had a lot of trauma, medical trauma, family death, you name it. it's been a lot of suffering.

67703 - 

The world is so fucking violent

67707 - 

I'm not build for it

67707 - 

the world is in a very dark place, in my view, absolutely. those who see otherwise are in denial.

67703 - 

but you're here now, and that matters. so am I.

67703 -