i tried to inhale the water

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pulling the string on the lies of their reality has ego shattering consequences

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Nobody has respect for me

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I wish I could die

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I want to fucking die

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who's respecting me here? all people say to me is that im dramatic

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it hurts so much

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People say I am dramatic too

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wish i could split my insides and splay them out in front of my brother

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I respect you nobody respect me

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wanna see the look of horror on his face

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wanna see his eyes bulge out

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Wish there was a sensitive person to talk to like me

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acid reflux

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in disgust and fear

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too bad i would not be there to see it, though

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Everyone is so insensitive I wish I was dead inside

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anyways

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Everyoje get dead inside but me

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so how do you even approach a world where people are living alternate realities, coupled with lies, mental illness, and none of it can be acknowledged? reject what you see its not true

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I wish everything inside me was gone

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i spluttered and coughed

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I want to die inside

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anybody discord?

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i don’t have discord

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didn't inhale much water but it was still painful

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first try, it was understandable that i resisted

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i repeated the thing, only this time i hyperventilated for longer

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but i still couldnt pass out

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im in love with my ex but he moved on

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but the feeling of lightheadedness was so good

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☕🐀🍊♥️🏮

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until it burned again

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this time i tried to not get up, but i failed

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i loved him so much i tried so hard to get him

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tired again, failed

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he only wanted my body and not me

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i talked to him today

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and few days ago he was all over me saying he wants to meet me and stuff

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but today

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