you could talk to him about it and tell him youre feeling insecure and wondering if hes embarrassed (not sure if this is accurate) of you

67725 - 

He's a few years older than I am

67731 - 

im so lazy i procrastinate suiciding (im scared)

67732 - 

its good to procrastinate suicide

67725 - 

everything hurts

67732 - 

i do plan on talking to him about it, i just wanted to see if its ok to actually be upset over

67731 - 

I'm glad you haven't died yet, green

67731 - 

i tried today

67732 - 

I'm glad you're here

67731 - 

i couldnt do it

67732 - 

its ok to have your own feelings! its good to communicate though

67725 - 

i have a test tomorrow

67732 - 

You are doing a fantastic job, green. I know things are tough and it sucks, but i believe in you

67731 - 

sorry green, that sucks

67725 - 

is it bad that i want to suicide just to not give the test

67732 - 

no, youre just coping

67725 - 

and thank you, purple, I appreciate your help

67731 - 

no worries im procrastinating haha

67725 - 

Things get better after school, its not your entire life

67731 - 

true

67725 - 

what are you procrastinating on?

67731 - 

doing dishes + getting ready for bed

67725 - 

if i tell my mother that i tried to commit she will not leave me alone for even a single second

67732 - 

But maybe you should talk to somebody in person

67731 - 

only if it is safe for you to do so, of course\

67731 - 

yeah, green, do you have a therapist or something similar? or a trusted adult?

67725 - 

My fuckin ex pulls up out of no where and dose some creepy as shit and my boyfriend just fuckin falls asleep

48177 - 

Are you safe, red?

67731 - 

i do have a therapist but she said that if my life is at risk she will tell my parents

67732 - 

so she will probably tell them

67732 - 

Me?

48177 - 

?

67729 - 

the one with the ex

67731 - 

tricky. on one hand, if youre set on committing, yes you should tell your therapist

67725 - 

Im coral but im safe but never fully safe ykwim

48177 - 

and green, are your parents people you can trust?

67731 - 

yeah i can trust them

67732 - 

🐇

67727 - 

if youre not, id say just express how bad youre feeling without explicitly saying you are going to commit

67725 - 

oh green thats very good then

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