Ive felt a similar way for a long time, i thought id be gone by 15-16

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now im 20

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and there goes the whole family unit one dead from hanging herself another dead from stroke paralysis and last one im gonna die from some hanging myself too xd

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emotional intelligence is the way to go. Ending your life is so lame. Like think of all the awesome shit you could do just to spite your dad.

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He cant go fucking hangliding now can he

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LMFAO there is nothing "awesome" its been 27 years bro this is enough xd

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i dont wanna deal with other peoples shit anymore xd

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27 years is NOT enough 😭 you have so much time left

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all this shit is none of my fault xd

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then dont!!! Like why are you?

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my times over xd

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its your life, you have full will to choose what to do with it

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im just bitching here but really im gonna give it some time and see how shits gonna fall apart a bit then end my life xd

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i dont want more of this shit xd

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well i hope you dont. I dont think anybody deserves to end up a suicide statistic on USA today

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once i die i will be free xd

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im not in the states man xd

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a bit over 1/2 of my life is over xd

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theres nothing anymore xd

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and its pathetic what i have to look back is nothing xd

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its really fucking sad fr xd

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27 years and looking back theres nothing to look back at xd

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nothing to really talk about xd

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no good memories xd

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its not, so many people start their lives late, people like you who realize they can do something regardless of what theyve done until now. Youre not even 1/2 way to death

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1/2 way is like 35

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LMFAO im dead already theres nothing left anymore xd

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But youre not. You can live for yourself and your happiness.

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thats too much i have no energy for that anymore xd

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idgaf i just wanna escape xd

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enough of this fucked up hell xd

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its kinda sad looking at me when i was a kid like fuck bro didnt knew her life was gonna get fucking ruined xd

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AHHHHHHHHHH

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Really and truly i hope you find something you love to do or find things and goals to aspire towards. I hope you find a reason to keep going. I try and find that reason for myself every day

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AAAHHHHHH

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thays why im still here

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before 30 is prolly the end of the line for me xd

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HUH

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Well i cant wait to with you a happy 31st

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Wish*

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