hi blue

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hru

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stressed how abt u

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miserable af

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whats the matter

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just remembering how badly ive fucked up

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and im still young

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i get what u mean, i feel terrible thinking of my past too

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its like i know it was wrong but i had no other option

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it was go to the streets or go to that retched psych ward again

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do you care to elaborate?

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well, some background info is im an 18 yr old man

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never knew my mom

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i grew up with a single dad who was abusive as hell

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only child btw

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ok i see

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he sent me to a psych ward when i was 14

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and i got mistreated there

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so when i was 16 he threatened to do it again, he said it was that or he was kicking me out

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so i packed my bags and lef

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left

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thats reasonable for u to do

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i was on the streets getting high and drunk for awhile

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ah

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now i kinda got back on my feet n shit, i have a job and an apartment

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thats great! im glad ur off the streets and got a steady home

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but every day i never understand why he sent me away

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i was suffering, anorexia caused me to lose a lot of weight and he didnt help

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and i still am addicted to sh

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so thats amazing

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oh damn

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like i know i did some messed up things

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i got into fights n shi

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i struggle with anorexia too, used to have an sh addictioon

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but my country & city couldnt do much

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glad u recovered from the sh

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i mean fighting is pretty normal for people who struggled in that stuff

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cause my city is shit with police

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they dont respond unless its a murder

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hi

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