and now my parents are about to make me drop out of high school because apparently if i can't do one assignment i don't want to go to school

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well that;s what they're saying

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and today i broke my 5 month streak of no sh

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mainly bc i think dying is better than dropping out

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im genuinely so fucking close to just getting the key to the medicine cabinet and chugging some whiskey and antipsychotics

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Barron trump reminds me of myself

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Thank you so much red who helped with confrontation I really needed that

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Bless your heart and never change but for the better

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i've been having these dreams where i finally killed myself and nobody really cared, so now i just think nobody will care if i decide to drop off the face of the planet

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sorry, that was kind of dark ??

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blue

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it alr

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and u dont drop from earrg

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ubstaybon it

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im just so fucking done

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i mean i ran away before but they just got mad at me for that

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but if i go ahead and die i won't even have to deal with their anger

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bluey samee

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twins !!

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i mean i went to the hospital how many months ago? three? just for a suicide attempt? what's another trip

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and if i finally make it i won't even have to go to the hospital

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and the psych ward won't make me feel like losing my shit

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i dont usually like to talk badly about my family but i just fucking hate it here

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so real cyan

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i blew it

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i met a guy who fulfilled one of my major criterias

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and i shrugged him off

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i joined a new community expecting to see some cool guys

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i'm sure you didn't blow it purple, you can try and regain that connection, right?

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but i showed up looking like a homeless crackhead

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my dad cheated on my mum with a girl online right in front of me the day before my birthday bc we were both sleeping in the living room :/

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i most likely won't go to that community again, and don't know if he still is either

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wot we talking bout

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my shitty single life

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my shitty parents

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i barely meet anybody i have a connection with it sucks

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