i mean i went to the hospital how many months ago? three? just for a suicide attempt? what's another trip

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and if i finally make it i won't even have to go to the hospital

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and the psych ward won't make me feel like losing my shit

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i dont usually like to talk badly about my family but i just fucking hate it here

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so real cyan

67514 - 

i blew it

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i met a guy who fulfilled one of my major criterias

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and i shrugged him off

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i joined a new community expecting to see some cool guys

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i'm sure you didn't blow it purple, you can try and regain that connection, right?

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but i showed up looking like a homeless crackhead

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my dad cheated on my mum with a girl online right in front of me the day before my birthday bc we were both sleeping in the living room :/

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i most likely won't go to that community again, and don't know if he still is either

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wot we talking bout

56997 - 

my shitty single life

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my shitty parents

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i barely meet anybody i have a connection with it sucks

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oh

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when i do nature does something to separate us ALWAYS

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im single as heck rn i feel like kms

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why

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i wish i could meet a guy i hit it off with

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im meeting a guy friend this Saturday but it 100% wouldn't progress past friendship

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im counting the days until i can move out

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3 more years on godddd

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Me too Cyan!

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cool guy tho

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i used to do that too cyan

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count the years i mean lol

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ive been checking the dates since i was 10 man im so sick of ts

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the guy im meeting on Saturday is tall and respectful

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albeit seemingly a little red flag

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why is he red flag

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i don't mind since it wouldn't progress past friendship anyway

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he's not looking for anything serious at his age (not old but not young)

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ah

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27, my bets on that number

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he seems to try to solicit intimate stuff once he gets comfy

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not in a creepy way

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