my teacher taught me to swear , she would say f all the time, s , c whatever

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please, do not be so terrible to yourself

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i agree blue

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and a lot of this growth is going to be uncomfortable

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sometimes i fantacize about ways i may become deceased

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i accept it

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real blue

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everyone's journey is different and difficult

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just learnt to live with it my brother did and so did other family and tv and radio and it was everywhere when i was young. bad habit but at least i know it won't kill me expressing anger

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i feel this year i'm going to have to choose my sacrifices

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terrets syndrome swearing

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we all struggle, that is alright

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and i want to choose the right ones

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i feel busgs crawling on me all the time but theyre probbaly real anyway because tjis house is infested

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my therapist used to swear at me all the time

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i hope you may pick the wisest ones

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thats a really bad therapist then

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thank you blue, you too

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coral, that is highly unprofessional

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of your therapist i mean

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it comes out heated she forced me to use 4 or 10 adjectives to describe feelings over and over

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needless to say i gave up seeing her

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one thing that my introspection has made me aware of though, is the possibility of other people around me being similarly horrible

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i havent had a crush in over lets see... 3 years

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that is not only unhealthy but once again unprofessional

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all she did was swear

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which is disturbing to say the least

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she still swore

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im so tired of everyone raving about their crushes and shit

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and of course, you become the people you hang around with and whatever you feed your subconscious mind

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in that sense i've fucked up too

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and been naive

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terrets syndrome is a bad efflicktion

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i have literally nothing interesting in my life

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i just really hope i can change

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i can relate to you, cyan, for i have damaged myself by interacting with the wrong individuals

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i can't even love anyone

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and find solace for myself and undo my fuckedness

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and of course do good unto others

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let alone do that sappy love yourself shit

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