And my mom was there, comforting me that it won't happen, bc it was only a dream

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im only saying this so you know that feeling guilty over food is difficult i know but you can recover

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I was convinced, bc my mom assured me

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But why did that dream turn into reality?

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It was the only thing i feared the most

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i had this calorie-counting thing i think 3 or 2 years ago it wasnt bad i was eating good and okay and lost weight but afterwards i felt so ugh it just made me feel guilty for eating properly whenidid

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i am starting now at 16 to love myself i was sent to the asylum when i was 12 to 13 hen released

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I want to die right now

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awww im so glad you recoveredd

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oh purple <3

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well i relapsed last year

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I really can't go on

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so im trying to recover this month ...

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but its should get better i hope

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No matter how much i think of it, I don't have the strength nor courage to continue

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yess wishing the best for u

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I feel so numb

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i was diagnosed with eds and bodydismorphia so its a struggle

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It's like all my emotions have all been drained out

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but yeah my little brother keeps me going

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I'm so tired

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I can't sleep, even though I haven't slept for days

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my mind is keeping me wide awake

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So is my heart

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purple im a bit of a clairvoyant and im feeling that your mom is very upset you feel this way and that if you raise your vibratons she will get closer ive lost many loved ones so i know you dont have

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to believe me

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can you trust me on this one

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please

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I know my mom will be disappointed if she sees me like this, She asked me to not get affected before she left, and i promised her that

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But it's easier said than done

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see she loves you more than you will ever know

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and purple honey she isnt dissapointed in you

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disappointed *

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Yeah I know she does, but I need her love right now, her presence is all i need

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give me all your pain purple ill take it❤️

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That'll be the only thing that could make this life a bit better

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i have faith in you

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give me one sec

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hi

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okay so awkward silence

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