and mocked my interest dreams

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Green if you dont like things block the color ty

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would use that to insult me

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Trauma can control you

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so toxicity

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Im still thriving even though ive been almost dead about 5 times

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I was joking but ok

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Just 😞

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i have ocd from it and that acc controls me badly

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My trauma gave me a piss fetish 🤤

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some people will become sex repulsed some will become hypersexual some will become both some will just be numb etc

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Im sex repulsed

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Yeah it can but the only control you can take is action

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I got numb after severe hypersexuality combined w ocd

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the way you choose to handle your situations

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my dad did shit to me when i was 10

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the way you choose to live and what values you want to live towards thats all you

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I used to get enemas as a kid for constipation

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i fr can't stand being in this room anymore it smells like dead bugs

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i was hyperaware

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im not having anyone here say you cant

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and i believe it trama tized me

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so now im repulsed

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Coral leave the room 😭😭🙏

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this is like

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trauma is a section of your life not your entire life

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im too scared to know what a womens privates feel like

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the only room in the house pretty much lol

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im scared of kissing

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Red it can be youre whole life if you take it

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seeing peoples face up close

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If you let it

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i wpuldnt be a good doctor

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blue i get it, been there but like kissing is overrated

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i had a phobia of men that led to agoraphobia

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lead

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i had to be hospitalised because of it and some other stuff too

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reality is awful things happen and they might again, but you can always choose what you do to handle it

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kissing is just sharing bacteria, you can tell ur partner to not kiss u or identify as asexual

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