thank you blue, you too

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coral, that is highly unprofessional

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of your therapist i mean

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it comes out heated she forced me to use 4 or 10 adjectives to describe feelings over and over

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needless to say i gave up seeing her

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one thing that my introspection has made me aware of though, is the possibility of other people around me being similarly horrible

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i havent had a crush in over lets see... 3 years

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that is not only unhealthy but once again unprofessional

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all she did was swear

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which is disturbing to say the least

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she still swore

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im so tired of everyone raving about their crushes and shit

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and of course, you become the people you hang around with and whatever you feed your subconscious mind

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in that sense i've fucked up too

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and been naive

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terrets syndrome is a bad efflicktion

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i have literally nothing interesting in my life

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i just really hope i can change

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i can relate to you, cyan, for i have damaged myself by interacting with the wrong individuals

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i can't even love anyone

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and find solace for myself and undo my fuckedness

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and of course do good unto others

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let alone do that sappy love yourself shit

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blue it truly is an insidious thing

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that is a very noble goal, cyan

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it creeps up on you veeery slowly

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thank you blue

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i appreciate tha

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of course :)

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i'm going to have to distance myself from people i hold close to me for my own personal development

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it's gonna suck fucking ass

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i do wonder what is wrong with me sometimes

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but it's for my own good

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i believe in you cyan!

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i am a maggot wriggling and devouring my loved one's flesh

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they do not deserve me in all my parasitic existence

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i hate how i hurt them

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i hate how i still crave their love no matter how hard i try ti stop

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real

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i wish i wasn't dependant on others for validation and/or appreciation

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