if 2023 is my rebellious year, 2024 is my best year, then 2025 is my realization year

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hey you guys still therE?

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I am

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hi thanks yellow

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Np, I'm always up to listen

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and what I hate myself rn is I can't seem to let go of old bad habits

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well I can control myself

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but there still a time where I can't

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and still do it

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it's hard

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What

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but I dont want it

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Umm

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Guys?

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aaahh kwaaarrrddd

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Hey hoes

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Where the people at

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eoeoeowowoowoeoeowowooeowow nobody here at all?

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im off bye

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i genuinely havent been able to trust people since i was 11

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because people keep on fucking me over

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maybe its because i choose the wrong people

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or thats just how it normally is

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but i cant stand it

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like i thought i had a sanctuary with my online friends

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but when we were 14 they posted my face in the groupchats we were in and made fun of me

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because i didnt like a guy they were talking to because he said i faked attempting suicide

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or how when i was 10

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i had a fight with one of my friends online and apparently it made her cry

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the next day at school her mum apparently got all of my other friends parents to be in on this

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and they all said i couldnt be their friends anymore

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then later on fucking bullied me

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with the friends i made later on the next year they started bullying me too

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becasue i was "the odd one out"

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uneven numbers

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always had to play alone

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now in fucking highschool this girl ive known since primary school

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we used to be close somewhat

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