I was gonna be dead by 12. But i got caught and send to a ward

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we dont want him making money a lot than us

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and i jus turned 15 in dec, but im my friends only will to live, so i prolly cant tn -Xin

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hate pain, hate loosing my breath, no tall building, idrk about overdosing, and I cant get a gun

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Thats just depressing orange

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Eh, i might try to od again. I cant find a tall enough building

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there’s one but idk if its tall enough

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Ooo, since we all r like eachother, whats prolly the best drug to OD on that you can get without a prescription -Xin

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Od on what?

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OO, WAIT, I LIVE ON A FUCKING ISLAND, I CAN DROWN EVEN THOUGH IT WILL HURT -XIn

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I wish someone tried to kidnap me, so I could just ask them to kill me, or just punch them.

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Im thinking abt like just combining what i can find

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thats an idea xin

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actually, that is relatable mint -Xin

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Its only you guys orange im not the suicidal lol

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Yeahhh ur the odd one out purple

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theres a type of gas that can kill you in your sleep, peacefully

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alrighttt, but any ideas on drugs tho purple? -Xin

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WAIT, SPILL MINT -Xin

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How do i get that gas green,

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My grandma gets lots of paracetamols

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Theyre ovwr the counter

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whats the gas called mint? -Xin

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yeahhhhhhhhhh so like, my physics teacher said it

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That could work purple

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THATS IS ISNT IT?

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and I kinda forgot, I think I took notes

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Yeah ig

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one sec

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Or co2

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wait, there are ppl on the island that own guns and would be willing to shoot me if i paid them... -Xin

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If youre trying this hard to die just live bro

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How are you noy lazy

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Not*

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So much effort

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oh, im to lazy to sh but my stuff is in reach. -Xin

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bc im too tired of living to be lazy

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i cant sh so all i can do is plan my deatg

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oh orange! I have a list of gasses that kill ppl

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Too lazy to pee but too full of pee to lay is how bad it is

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