noo don't compare yourself 😭

67232 - 

I don't deserve to live anymore I'm a terrible person.

12325 - 

ive gotten this suddenly overwhelming urge that i need to be hurt lately, i have no idea why. i just need something, i need to be irrevirsibly mentally fucked up

67233 - 

NIKIIII

67226 - 

how are you, love?

67226 - 

now i have to stay up doing research on his side of the familg because i was basically dipwned as his daughter -niki

65530 - 

ive always been so scared of everyone hurting me and i almost feel like i just need to get it over with

67233 - 

I'm fine

67232 - 

oh i know someone with ur nam

67224 - 

kidding

67232 - 

Learning to speak Welsh language

67211 - 

lol

67226 - 

i don't know how to speak that bitch

67232 - 

I should just die. I don't see a point in living anymore.

12325 - 

Who r u cyan? -niki

65530 - 

Oh, well

67226 - 

WHERE AREEE U GILIAN !!

67232 - 

you are mr mittens

67224 - 

ive lived a pretty well life, not the best but ive never had anythong horrible happen to me. ive always had this overwhelming, underlying dread. this fear of everyone and what they may do

67233 - 

?

65530 - 

and i feel like i just need someone to finally fucking do something

67233 - 

In kyuki' family tree, i was your mother

67226 - 

Abby?

65530 - 

No no, she was my wife

67226 - 

hey !

67232 - 

is anyone listening? i feel like a lost fucking cat yowling out

67233 - 

yes ofc white ill listen to u

67018 - 

I'm sure people are listening, white

67226 - 

thabk tou white

67233 - 

I'M LISTENING !!!

67232 - 

My memory is really bad and i cant think straight rn, im sorry. Is it rev? -niki

65530 - 

im really scared, im only fourteen

67233 - 

Yeah

67226 - 

uhm

67232 - 

Hru rev? -niki

65530 - 

ive got this horrible desire to just do drugs and be fucking wrecked mentally. i just need something insane to happen, i need my brain to be so fucked im never the same

67233 - 

Im good, wbu

67226 - 

i dont know whats weong with me

67233 - 

im yellow now

67233 - 

aww no, my yellow left

67226 -