not able to take it anymore

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somebody out there loves you and cant imagine losing you

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orange just hang in there please

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i see my mom and dads face and fuck i cry so bad

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they have no fault

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im so sorry you feel this way. no one deserves to feel like this

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they worked so damn hard to provide for me and my siblings and gave us comfortable life

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and here i am , :?\

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You clearly don't want to die just want the pain to end, hang in here

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is there any chance you can talk to a counsellor maybe?

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pain is not ending

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it ends one day trust me

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even went to therapist who just ignored my problem

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but it does not end by killing yourself

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Gotta change therapist then

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im sorry you had that encounter with a therapist

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just said it that it happens to a lot of people so nothing to worry

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Sometimes it takes lots of tried to find the one

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and i was like what the fuckkk

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Very unprofessional of them

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just because it happens doesnt mean by pain is not worth healing

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Literally

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god now even therapy is giving me anxiety

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like what if i somehow went to another they judge me too

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hey orange just answer this question with a yes or no okay?

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You can't get a worst therapist, trust me on that

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do you wish to feel better?

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i collected money and saved to atten done session , and i got this experience

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yes i do wish to feel better , but more than that i want to just stop existing forever

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it happens. i know exactly what you're feeling.

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like i am not even pretty to be alive

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hat everything about me

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man i wanna give orange the biggest hug

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thanks red

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thanks other colors too

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means a lot that you listened

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there is no one whom i can share my stuff

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it's hard but don't lose hope please. your feelings are valid no matter what anyone else says.

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thanks red, hope you fine too

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maybe you can join a support group on discord?

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