its unrealistic. its wishing things in the past didn't happen

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Ah.

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Oh, nothing really happened, I've been suicidal for years

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But those are fantasies about the past, no?

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Awh I'm sorry yellow

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its okay

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i feel like im never seen or heard

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yeahh

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my bf makes it a point to keep fast and easy girls on his socials

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but is so controlling over whos on mine

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r

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guys

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yes blue?

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oh

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?

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i feel like im going crazy

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is anything like, actually good or bad

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sorry didi miss anything

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like is there objective right and wrong

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nope purple

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is abuse really that bad

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abuse is bad

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oh okthanks

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Yes

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Is it though

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yes.

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Yes it is bad.

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so are abusers bad

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Yep

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they're fucking horrible

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Then what're you supposed to do about them

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I feel like im going crazy

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i made it all up in my head

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maybe im just victimizable

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like i deserve to be raped maybe

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it just keeps happening

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But it doesn't really matter when it does

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it's just a thing people do to other people

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