oh lmao. still am

67003 - 

it's okay

66126 - 

is it morning for you?

67003 - 

Yeah.

67044 - 

oh ok

67003 - 

it's like midnight for me

67048 - 

what am i to do with myself

66126 - 

lol

67048 - 

Oh, go sleep, it's midnight for you.

67044 - 

"i go to school to get effffffed everyday!" that still echoes in here for months now... lmao

67014 - 

nope! only 10:23 pm

67003 - 

6:24am

66126 - 

Ohh.

67044 - 

is there anything you like to do, blue?

67048 - 

i'm cooked

66126 - 

at the minute, sleep

66126 - 

Yellow have u seen the first 5 minutes of a sunset when the sun is red

67049 - 

ok ok wait. can you download snapchat again? or do you want me to try making an insta account (if you want to stay in touch i mean if not i understand completely and just tell me)

67003 - 

despite me not doing so atm

66126 - 

haha that's real, we should probably both be sleeping

67048 - 

I kind of hate snapchat, but i can download it rn.

67044 - 

are you sure? if you hate it i can try getting instagram tomorrow

67003 - 

i've been up watching a podcast i like and listening to music whilst crying

66126 - 

well

66126 - 

i ended up crying

66126 - 

crying wasn't the plan

66126 - 

yeah i get that :(

67048 - 

in a sense it was good for me

66126 - 

sometimes crying is good tho, it lets out good chemicals

67048 - 

i rarely let my emotion out

66126 - 

however i'm scared of doing so

66126 - 

Yeah, idk, what do you prefer

67044 - 

you choose.

67003 - 

yeah, emotions are scary, especially when showing them

67048 - 

I dance

67049 - 

because i'm scared of entering a depressive episode that i can't function in

66126 - 

agreed

66126 - 

yeah, it's a hard risk to take

67048 - 

that's when we have to find good coping mechanisms to stop it before it starts

67048 - 

which is hard

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