she's the only guardian i have

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i just wanna be someone cool to them

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At least stabalise me

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i feel annoying

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Oh im purple now

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Then by all means, try it out

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how could i not need her validation

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put yourself first

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Best of luck to you

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Im underage so my parent would have to admit me

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Yeah green put urself first

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So stuck between a rock and a hard place

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Are ur parents against it?

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ah, i see

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Probably yeah

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Why would they be?

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My mum said she doesn't think im bad enough for that

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anyways

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Ah i see

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theyre not noticing the fact that im not talking

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And if i explain why she'll just think she can fix it herself

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such*

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Do they believe you about ur mental health or lack thereof?

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Oooh ok

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Well yeah

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They know im suicidal

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What are your problems if u dont mind telling me?

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Oh

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Yeah

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Teah thats pretty serious

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ive lost the want to make them laugh

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you could also potentially reach out to the suicide hotline

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But im not at risk enough

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Yeah*

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or some other mental health services

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I do sh every day but nothing too bad

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Only in bad moments

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Oh yeah theres crisis hotlines u can call. They helped me when i was on the verge of a breakdown

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I thought about calling but i just dont see myself as bad enough

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I once called the same hotline like 5 times the same day loo

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