every other relationship i have been in aint shit now

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ya know when you can feel people looking at you where u are turned away

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yessss -sy

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i feel her staring a lot

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i know all the signs are telling me to talk to her i am so scared

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i wish she did :( -sy

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but literally what the fuck am i -sy

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i know she is the nicest and sweetest person ever worst case she would still talk to me

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i have never seen her mad or upset ever

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Chat should i lowkey like. Without struggle kill myself or sleep on it and weep

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she is so composed and perfect

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autistic, bpd, dependent on meds to survive, go to hospitals a lot -sy

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cyan i mean if you want -sy

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i know people arent perfect and she has flaws but to me it doesn't matter

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its your choice -sy

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Oh shit wowh i got w dhoice

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Hard choice

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bro i dont know

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just i have never felt this way about anyone

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GAH

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MATE

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WHY

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50/50

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and then there's this dude i met in hospital over a year ago -sy

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Ive never hit rock bottlm sl fucking hard

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oi mate ya okay

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I CANT STOP REMEMBERING HIM -sy

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trip

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cyan i have a method if you want?? -sy

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What is it

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sodium nitrite -sy

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100g per kg of your weight, >95% purity -sy

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dissolve it in water and take antiemetics otherwise you vomit and it wont work -sy

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Idfk if i got that shit its 3am man

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4am man

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i have a source but i dunno if it ships outside my country -sy

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Prob not i’m not that desperate if i was gonna kill myself it’d be outside so

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i gotta do it outside

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oi mate nah

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nah

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