i feel like shit for feeling like shit

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and i wanted to discover semen

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scientfic

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And see sperm

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My brain fog won't go away and i never feel fully awake

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I wasnt even sexual

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DOES ANYONE WANT THEIR ASSHOLE BUTTFUCKED?

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so blue

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Orange unkindly shut the fuck up

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i came and found out what semen wad

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Yes green?

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Oh

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i felt relief

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This feels very much sexual...

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I dotn stand for gaslighting...

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but fear i ended up crying

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and praying

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i miss my father but i hate him

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but i love him

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its weird

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I cryed so hard

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cause i wanted to undue what i found

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From freaky tiktoks

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For god you cant undue things only ask for forgiveness for whats happened

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trying to de code messages

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lmao i stopped doing the god thing

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but i do keep what the bible says

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What 😭

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I realized

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we are dead

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once we die

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consicousness is gone

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and people who follow the devil

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Im not religious but pretty spiritual

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I feel like there is something after life deep inside im not sure what

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So i learned

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And maybe there is some form of deity

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theres nothing

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at all humans are misleading each other

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its all the brain

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