I'm a bad person. I lie and manipulate others to fit in, appear good and do good.

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but everything annoys me

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Is that a contradictory statement?

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you have been a good person

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If you do good, then why are you bad, coral?

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I don't feel it.

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im afraid im going to turn into my mother.

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Because my reasons for doing good aren't for the benefit of others, but for myself.

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from what i have heard you so up for people and you care

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I do good to other people so I can sleep at night, so I don't face backlash and so people will be nice to me and give me what I want.

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you wont turn into your mother and you are so much better than her.

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i hope ill be okay one day

65335 - 

That's what everyone does, coral. Every action has a purpose, they don't know it, but you recognized it so early.

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I mean really? Everyone?

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the most i can offer you is to talk to someone

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This is news to me...

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Everyone has a purpose for every action.

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im just i dont know

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but what i can tell you

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But mine aren't because I like people I think

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i feel like im so ill tempered

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They're for me

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i never used to be like this

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Even helping a lady cross a road to earn that satisfaction.

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is i believe in you

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That's so wrong

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and i think you can kick ass

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im just hurting. I miss my sissy. I miss my happiness.

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I get what you mean

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dont let people get under your skin

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We do it to feel good, we do good deeds to feel good about ourselves.

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ive been strugglinf with everything lately but i cant tell anyone

65335 - 

your feelings are vaild

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That's so wrong though

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It feels wrong

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i dont want to die, but i dont want to live like this

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It feels insane

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im not sure if anyone relates to that but

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It isn't wrong, that's just how it is.

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It feels fake and shallow

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