type shi y would it ever stop hurting

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i dont deserve getting numb again

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they think im a slut and dont want any guys near me and they hit me every single day and

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everytime i get numb i hurt nd push ppl away

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this is the worst its ever gotten and genuinely no one loves or cares about me

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i am so sick of it

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so everything i did while i felt everything w intensity disappears

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maybe you could get your revenge and have fun anyway

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if i wasnt black and white

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if i could be normal

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if i could see or have another path in life

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if i wasnt so ugly i wonder how my life would be

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but no, i do not see it, nor have it

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Im losing alot of blood

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so i cant complain

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wait what green what do you mean??

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I waant here before

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because it is my fault for being born

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i think im gon black out i cant

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green what happened

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my birth destroyed my society in minutes

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i hope you get your revenge in this life green..

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my birth destroyed what my soul was supposed to be in this body

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Yoy okay green??

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so now i gotta suffer

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either feel everything or feel nothing n act like a bitch

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real

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im back to feeling nothing for a change

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green i hope your just typing what happened im getting worried

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i agree w my mother, but i dont wanna get killed by someone like her

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i despise her

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wouldnt even let her touch me so

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get killed?

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suicide or the futue love of my life may kill me

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i would never let her do it

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even if she wants to do it

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getting killed by the love of your life sounds better than suicide

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i wont find him tho

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nah sucide

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im not letting my mother kill me

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