but somehow whenever i try and make a new friend i always do

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maybe its because im not that enjoyable

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i wish i had bvetter friends

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or i just try too hard to be normal

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but i dont think people like me all that much

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those who actally valued my presence

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so i guess its a defence thing in me judging people

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i wish i could get new parents

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this girl i used to be friends with i hit her up

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because i have no friends

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and im on holiday and havent done anything in the past 3 weeks

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she left me on read twice

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i dont want to deal with the narcississm of grown adults

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or like girls at school

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i usually eat alone and do everything alone

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but when i talk to people theyre nice

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hy are they insensitive and ucking annoying

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but after a while it gets weird

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like i dont fit in

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i mean im already diagnosed with adhd it might as well be autism too

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along with all my other anxiety disorders and trauma responses

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i dont think im autistic

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just anxious

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i will never be enough

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i try so hard

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i hate hate hate hate hate my parents

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i cant even talk to my cousins normally

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Reminder to everyone on here that there is absolutely nothing wrong with you. People are mean, judgmental assholes. Its not your fault, dont try to please them. Be you. Not what they expect. -kdn

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Keep going. Dont forgive those who've hurt you badly. You're doing great, and im so proud of you. -kdn

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i cant do this anymore

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i wish i could just leave and die

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because i was stuck inside for a couple of years since 2019 i stopped smiling at people

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i forgot how to

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how to politely smile at people when you look at eachother

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so im pretty sure my cousins think i hate them

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they dont try to talk to me anymore

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my sister doesnt

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when i try and talk to them its awkward

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why am i the only one who has rto deal with people likeb thsi

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honestly is this like a sign for me to do something

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