You will get help you just need to take the first step and tell someone, my poor 13 year old self begs you

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im gona play block blast bye-aubree

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i get to hang out with him at the bridge so im happy - athena

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im so happy to see him - athena

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anyone on? - athena

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Im back

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I just talked to my dad in not a mean way since i was a kid

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First time since idk why i thiught it but didnt write it

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Randomly sad but i would have had a kid

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They woulda been just turning 4 mabey a lil older

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I wonder all the time what they would be like i imagine he was a boy and i got to raise a son like i wanted to be and id be home and with him all the time

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We'd go on drives and he would sleep so good in the car because i love long endless car rides with no destination and hed learn songs with bad words and lyrics but he wouldn't understand them

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Hed love watching me do my makeup and learn that being feminine dosent make you and less a boy and he'd become a teenager and we would fight but one day

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One day someone would say something bad about his dad and hed get in trouble for fighting them and id come in all proud and cruing like the little bitch i al

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I dream about him every night and i daydream about what our life would be like with my boyfriends along the way and how wed tell storys of how embarrassing one was

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My new boyfriend has a daughter and i love her with all my soul she was the first baby i ever held and knowing he'll care for her the same way he did for me a decade ago is the reason i stay

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I never wanted kids i hated them, but now i dont think id ever want to live without knowing one day i might be important in a childs life

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🐄💩😋👨🏿‍❤️‍💋‍👨🏿

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Almost makes me a Christian again, but god could kill them easily so i love baphomet who will protect my loved ones

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im so bored - athena

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Ive been told believing in all gods is ridiculous but i dont fully belive in them i belive theres a concept but no real life proof

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walk away as the door slams (acoustic.) >>>- athena

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I dont know what it would take for me to fully belive either which is another reason, what could a god show a human that would make them belive its real and not like fent or lsd

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Listened to lil peep to sleep every night for 6 almost 7 years my goth lullaby

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i love lil peep - athena

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I feel like ppl are a lil selfish

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i miss him bruh rip lil peep man - athena

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Especially in a place like this

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🐄💩😋👨🏿‍❤️‍💋‍👨🏿

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I have a conversation with myself for 5 minutes and no one responds untill i mention something about a intrest they like

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i wanna hear a acoustic ver of teen romance - athena

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sorry. i dont know how to comfort. - athena

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Never ask for comfort, at a point i wasent venting and just talking

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plus i had left for a min - athena

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There were probably tons of other people who came into the chat and left bc they didnt care enough to read any of it

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i read it - athena

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i took the time to - athena

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I know i wasn't specifically referring to you either, i was being literal with what i said

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ik - athena

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Statistically a few people had to come in and get annoyed with it

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