aw ok :(

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Anyway, this is insane. Talk about wanting to kill myself and end up talking religion

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bye red

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bye guys

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Sorry, Purple :(

66182 - 

ive been trying to help her recently bc shes under alot of stress but shes been blowing up at me

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You don't get to turn it around on me because you're upset I called you out. Not gonna work.

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does vent scape have different servers

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If shes under a lot of stress, then try not to take it too personally !

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Who?

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she says she feels rly guilty abt it but shes also brought up some valid things that i did that i feel like shit abt it

66186 - 

Why is it never a god's plan for me to blow my brains out? Instead suffer..for some reason?

66168 - 

Purple, I think you're looking at things the wrong way.

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idk what to do should i give her space should i keep trying to help idk what to do

66186 - 

They claim to speak for god, but only speak for themselves.

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Anyway, I'm killing myself tomorrow and all we can hope for is I find peace before and after

66173 - 

I can see you aren't interested in anything but fighting against God blue. Rather protesting too much there

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Purple, it's not gonna work like that :(

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G, have u tried talking to her ?

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ive tried

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You haven't given a single message green. Not one.

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Defend any point I made.

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Purple, it's gonna cause a butterfly effect

66182 - 

Yeah, because I'm not the one fixated on this issue

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i try to be as careful as i can tho bc i dont want to hurt her

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You won't get to see the day you smile because of something good that's happened.

66182 - 

If the responsible for this feels guilt this is also a win

66173 - 

You won't shut the fuck up about god.

66168 - 

It sucks that it has to come to this

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but at the same time i need to tell her that im hurting

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Nope I won't. I refuse to internalize your hate

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G, does she talk about what's stressing her out ?

66182 - 

But again, I'm just hoping for the best. I'm a bit terrified

66173 - 

So you ARE fixated on it? You're saying opposites my guy.

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I just want it to go well

66173 - 

It doesn't go well, Purple

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I've tried

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college apps, school, etc

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Green, yes you are. Now either shut the hell up or find an echo chamber to scream into bc this isn't one

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her family

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