I hope you make it to a lovely morning purple. I don't think you're a bad guy and I hope you realize your value

3880 - 

Yeah, you can't defend your shit. Pack it up, fucking retard.

66168 - 

Goodnight green

66173 - 

they usually say that they want to be comforted and i do my best but i dont always say the right things and she leaves the call

66186 - 

Blue what the hell

66173 - 

Thanks, purple

3880 - 

woahhh gone for a minute why is it so tense in here

66178 - 

I lost several people this way. Years ago. I haven't forgotten them and the space in my life they left behind had never been filled

66177 - 

Purple when I attempted, I thought I was happy and had it all figured out. But then when it kicked in it all felt wrong.

66182 - 

G, does she specify how she likes being comforted ?

66182 - 

not rly

66186 - 

I really dread being stopped. I'm more paranoid than ever

66173 - 

im shit at figuring out what to say for myself but i kinda have to do it anyway

66186 - 

There's gonna be things you enjoy you won't get to enjoy. You won't get to meet great people. Discover cool things.

66182 - 

Oh I'm yellow now

66182 - 

What color were you before?

66173 - 

G, you should tell her that you cant help unless she tells you how

66182 - 

Purple, do you not want to be stopped because it then proves you are wanted here? Give a moment of thought

66177 - 

hyur

66187 - 

I was White :)

66182 - 

yea probably

66186 - 

Cyan has a good point, Purple

66182 - 

There's a reason you should be here. Even if you can't see that reason yet.

66182 - 

No, it's not that. I don't want to be stopped because I don't want to be stopped

66173 - 

A bit defensive but that proves my point

66177 - 

my parents grounded me so i could barely text her and last weekend i got so stressed i attempted

66186 - 

Failing suicde is honestly worse than death

66187 - 

that's not good, G.. u okay now ?

66182 - 

Only people who actually care about me are my parents but as much as I love them and fel sorry for what they'll go through I'm not living just for their sake

66173 - 

Needless to say they know nothing of this

66173 - 

It's not just about living for someone else's sake, purple

66177 - 

My cousin blew his jaw off and an uncle crippled himself from a jump

66187 - 

their lives are not great

66187 - 

How many floors did your uncle fall from?

66173 - 

I'm doing 12

66173 - 

Someone else shouldn't be your reason to live but when it comes down to what you're describing, just think for a moment.

66182 - 

I'm not sure. It was his office so fairly high.

66187 - 

Your parents sound like they love and care about you. You are their's to care for. and watch grow up.

66182 - 

What happens when they can't do that ?

66182 - 

You responded pretty intensely to what I proposed. It feels like there's a bit of truth to your reactivity

66177 -