i have to every morning check my windows twice both and click my light twice and this morning fucking flipped my light switch till it felt right and it was nerve wrecking

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since this new med i was able to gain weight and i can finally go to school -rita

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there is more

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its a whole process

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i have MASSIVE respect for people who fight like that

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thats amazin gman

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im not putting that to waste lmfao -rita

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go to school and have fun okay

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i love school <333 -rita

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istg if anyone bullies you, Ill beat the shit outta them

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what chronic illness if you don't mind me asking rita

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it actually makes me so happy -rita

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cystic fibrosis -rita

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oh shit

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oh ive read upon that actually

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dont worry gang

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genetic shit when my body makes too much mucus and it fucks up all my organs -rita

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Im gonna work real fucking hard and become a biochemist

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half my life is in hospital -rita

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i like to research them to learn about them and to make others feel seen because of the hate people with chronic illnesses get

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hopefully they r giving u good food in the hospital

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depends -rita

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generally yea -rita

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thats good

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im supposed to eventually get genetic testing for eds and a look into cause i may have pots but i don't faint but my heart rate gets high

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but i just rlly fucking hate my body -rita

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just wanna be normal and healthy -rita

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You're gonna be someday fr

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adapt and adjust

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i have to take meds every time i eat -rita

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im hypermobile and its causing pain and im sure my ribs sublux all the time and the rest of my joints

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besides the 11 meds a day -rita

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my knees hurt and are slightly unstable

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ayo meds beat being a ward anyday fr

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*in a ward

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i go to hospital often anyway -rita

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chronic lung infections -rita

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yeah that sounds like it sucks

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fuck them -rita

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fuck them

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