fucking dammit i hate my family -karoshi

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ngl, if i dissapear from ventscape it’s cause i can’t help ppl anymore

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Yeah, i feel you kazoo

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fucking hate the care system. - Felix/Lic

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Lix**

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you don't have to help people, meg. it isn't your job. you don't have to pretend to be okay

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but as ur friend, u have to take care of urself bc nobody else will

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fucking shit i wish my parents wasnt so freaky and made me -karoshi

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Yellow, it is my job. Plus i have to do housework and keep my pets alive

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i might just reread what i like these days and reminicdce

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nah its nat ur fault meg its just stems from my family -karoshi

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but i have to help my friends here

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no, meg. it is not your job to help others at all. the job is to take care of yourself first

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Why tf couldnt my bio parents js take me then i woyldnt have to go through years of shit, mistreatment, hate, sexual abuse and abuse in general. If i wasnt fucked from birth sure am now

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hopefully i'll be doing it far far away from a padded white room

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you know how they always have mothers put the air on in airplanes before the child? you need to do that. help yourself before you help others, meg

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In my irl family, women dont matter. I have old fashioned dad and non american mom

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sharkie, i need a therapist. i know you aren't one, so i won't burden you with something that isnt even required for you -karoshi

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i can try kazoo, but im not good therapist

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its 5am im crying and piss drunk im acc not safe alone rn

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it would be hypocritical for me to do that, though -karoshi

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That’s true ig yellow

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it is, meg.

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felix go sober up -karoshi

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i hate being sobar

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Yeah, i wasnt raised this way though

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I was created to help with house work, and be what my family wants me to be

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soon i'll have to talk to people again i can't express in words how much i don't want to

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i have abusive parents and i have mental disorders like adhd which made it worse -karoshi

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This may be surface when compared to other peoples issues but im battling the insecurity of never being chosen, atleast in a romantic context. Im feeling insecure about not only outside but now inside

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you dont have to be what they want you to be, you are your own person sharkie. -karoshi

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my time is up. stay safe karoshi please, i hope things get better soon. and meg, take care of yourself first

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I’m not allowed to be kazoo

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im gonna go text my dealer bye dudes, stay safe Xx - Felix/Lix/Lixy

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aaa... i relate, purple -karoshi

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bye yellow -karroshi

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Bye yellow, take care

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bye lixxy -karoshi

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stay safe both of you, please please

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Bye lix

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