how did it go?

65441 - 

She seemed scared about it which is the appropriate response because that's how I feel too

65433 - 

red??

65442 - 

then maybe she's safe

65441 - 

And she'd have to be a very good actor to fake that or they're putting things in her head too

65433 - 

try telling her a bit moe

65441 - 

Yk what they obviously aren't messing with her head bc she'd understand

65433 - 

Maybe she'd know what to do

65433 - 

try telling her, she can help you maybe

65441 - 

Not a bad idea maybe

65433 - 

I'm worried because it's game over for me if I'm wrong

65433 - 

just explain the situation to her and ask her for help, maybe that way you can get these thoughts out of your head

65441 - 

Would she know how to do that??

65433 - 

maybe

65441 - 

I feel like this isn't a common situation I don't know if she realizes how bad this is

65433 - 

but if you try you have a probability that she helps you

65441 - 

I told my bf i relapsed and there was an awkward silence and hes pretended like it never happened

65445 - 

if you don't, your chanses are zero

65441 - 

I'm really worried I don't know who's doing it and I don't want to keep hearing this

65433 - 

Yellow, you

65444 - 

Your mom is safe i promise

65441 - 

What green

65433 - 

from what i can tell she's worried about you

65441 - 

yours is a classic case of psychosis and the sooner you get help the better

65444 - 

she wants to help you

65441 - 

im trying so hard to power through right now but i really want to kill myself.

57549 - 

you need to tell a parent to get you to Er or Dr asap

65444 - 

It's not psychosis because it's not my own thoughts it's someone elses and it's from an external source

65433 - 

Psychosis is NOT your own thoughts

65444 - 

I'm not crazy

65433 - 

I wanna bang my head agianest a wall its all just to much but also not enough

65445 - 

green is not calling you crazy yellow

65441 - 

Is that what she's gonna think if I tell her??

65433 - 

Tell your parent!

65444 - 

Green is calling me fucking schizo I'm not

65433 - 

You could have a tumor or something causing this

65444 - 

this is the mst logical possibility, but i want to believe you

65441 - 

I did not say schizo

65444 - 

*most

65441 - 

i dont have any high bridges within walking distance, no buildings i can get on top of, and i dont want to overdose in my own house, i fucking hate this

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