I don't think drug can do that,, but i bet it feels like it

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i cant even sleep i just feel so weird that im the one caught up in this shit xd

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i just really dont feel okay

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this is not right

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I'd rather it be drugs

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But I think it's their thoughts and they've changed my thoughts with theirs

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its like im in some kind of a shock that i cant believe im the one stuck in these issues

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I'm sorry but who is "they"???

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I don't know how to explain it because it's hard to tell

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Im transgender

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im alone here

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It might be the government because we all know how the government acts

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But I don't think so

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you feel like your thoughts are being swapped with the ones of someone you don't know??

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it's probably not the government

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Yes but it's not an accident like with some people it's intentional

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why would the government do that??

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my head feels weird

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They mean to do it

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I'm not sure

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It's not the government probably but it's for some kind of bad reason

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I really don't know, I'm sorry, I'm trying to wrap my head around it

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You should talk about it with a professional, maybe they can give you an answer

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i think i should just detach myself from these people

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I don't understand it really either but I have to be careful with what I say here

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why??

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god im not okay im taking all this shit alone

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Because if they can mess with my thoughts they can read it here and know that I know about them

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who tf do i have to turn to

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They know now probably and I shouldn't have said or thought anything because they know now probably

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But if they already know all your thoughts then everything you rhink they already know of, so there's no point in not writing it here

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Maybe

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yeah, but are they doing anything right now?

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Yeah I can hear them they keep putting their thoughts in with mine

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i feel like im losing my mind here

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what do they make you think??

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It's complete gibberish but it makes sense kind of like with propaganda you know it's planting things

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It's almost like radio channels but sometimes they're just saying what I'm doing

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it's bits and pieces though

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It's not in a hearing voices crazy way though because it's not in my head it's from something external

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