why??

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god im not okay im taking all this shit alone

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Because if they can mess with my thoughts they can read it here and know that I know about them

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who tf do i have to turn to

65439 - 

They know now probably and I shouldn't have said or thought anything because they know now probably

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But if they already know all your thoughts then everything you rhink they already know of, so there's no point in not writing it here

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Maybe

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yeah, but are they doing anything right now?

65434 - 

Yeah I can hear them they keep putting their thoughts in with mine

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i feel like im losing my mind here

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what do they make you think??

65434 - 

It's complete gibberish but it makes sense kind of like with propaganda you know it's planting things

65433 - 

It's almost like radio channels but sometimes they're just saying what I'm doing

65433 - 

it's bits and pieces though

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It's not in a hearing voices crazy way though because it's not in my head it's from something external

65433 - 

i have to seperate myself from this whole situation xd

65439 - 

It's practically paranoia just randomly appearing in your head basically? As if it came from somewhere else?

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maybe im just having an anxiety attack

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or it appears with a pattern?

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yyooooooooo sccccciiiifffiiiiiiiiii hoooooorrrrooooorrrrr mmooooooovvvvviiiiieeeeeee bbbbbbbbssssssssss trrrrrroooooooollllllll gggttttttfffffooooooooo

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It's like a radio broadcast but it's completely constant it doesn't ever stop

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But because they can mess with my thoughts they can mess with my behavior too which scares me

65433 - 

I can kind of get that since I have ADHD,

65434 - 

my thoughts are all jumbled and ai feel like I have no control over my life

65434 - 

but it's not the same from what i see

65434 - 

I don't have ADHD this isn't something mental its someone else putting it in my head

65433 - 

From an external source

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But that's not physically possible, even if you feel it

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ADHD is not the same as the psychosis and paranoia that one have

65439 - 

I'm not saying what you feel is not real

65434 - 

I can't figure out who's doing it though it's probably someone I know

65433 - 

but the way this would work doesn't make sense

65434 - 

fuck my head feels weirdd

65439 - 

Well I don't understand it very much but I've come to this conclusion

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give me a sec I'm gonna switch to my computer, writing in here from my phone sucks

65434 - 

Alright

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alr I'm here

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I need them to shut up for just a moment though I can't sleep with it constantly

65433 - 

I don't know why

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I'd still advise you go talk to someone you trust about it

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