From an external source

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But that's not physically possible, even if you feel it

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ADHD is not the same as the psychosis and paranoia that one have

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I'm not saying what you feel is not real

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I can't figure out who's doing it though it's probably someone I know

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but the way this would work doesn't make sense

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fuck my head feels weirdd

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Well I don't understand it very much but I've come to this conclusion

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give me a sec I'm gonna switch to my computer, writing in here from my phone sucks

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Alright

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alr I'm here

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I need them to shut up for just a moment though I can't sleep with it constantly

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I don't know why

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I'd still advise you go talk to someone you trust about it

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irl

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Like who? because I don't know who else that could come from

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They're not gonna believe it

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It could be any of the people around me or even all of them so I don't know who I could tell

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I need to tell someone to stop it though this is really out of hand

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yeah that's likely, but what if they do believe you and want to help you?

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If they don't they could kill me or turn me in or put more drugs or thoughts in the water

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They have bad intent

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,,

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it's just so much

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I don't know what to tell you, you're scared of telling anyone about it, but if you don't talk it's gonna get worse anyways

65441 - 

I need to talk to someone to make it stop

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at some point you have to do something about it

65441 - 

yes you should

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text a friend you trust

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I don't know who isn't one of the people doing it though

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oor talk about it to someone directly in person

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I can't text them they'll read it

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I don't know who to say it to

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My mom is the only one who's save maybe because she's not good with technology and this is obviously something very high tech

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*safe

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But she probably knows them still

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is she emotionally mature?

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like, can you vent to her without getting a bad response

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Hey

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Maybe but I don't know if she's working with them

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