hello

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and it was my fault when my dad did shit to me when i stopped going to school lol

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im so tired

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but i cant tell anyone that

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because itll be all the bullshit like how im a victim

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Physically or mentally tired?

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it was my fault though

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both i think

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Me too honestly

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staying home from school i let my dad hurt me

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I wish i could sleep undisturbed for a month

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reap

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real

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i let my mum get angry at me and not tell her anything lol

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because i thought she would blame me too

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it was humiliating

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like actually

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when i got my first period my dad locked me outside naked

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You'll never be a real boy.

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how do i tell my mum that

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Iwhat

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thats horrible red im sorry

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he only did it because i didnt go to school

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he used to force me to walk around the house naked to get food

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thats fucked up

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i lost the privilege for clothes when i didnt go to school

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and my mum would come home angry

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Sometimes i wonder if my old friends miss me or think about me as much as i do for them

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take away my ipad and ground me

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like i had anywhere to go i had no friends

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of course she wouldnt fucking notice when he would come into my room at night

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I dont think they do

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nobody fucking noticed

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when i started losing control of my bladder it was just an anxiety thing from school

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had to go to these bullshit child therapy sessions where everyone else had a fear of dogs or planes

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when i needed to be in therapy because my dad was abusing me

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but nobody fucking knew

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peeing my pants and having panic attacks

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fainting when i got my period lol

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like i hated everything about my body

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