And I can't stand how I had to be involved in your attempts at sucking up to somebody like that.

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I'm separate from you . And you know I'm never gonna do that

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and either way . They were gonna act like shit no matter how you or anybody treats them . You knew and know that

64133 - 

just for the love of God try to care about safety for once

64133 - 

Just safety in general .

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🤮🤮🤮

64929 - 

if I have to find out I'm still her FP I'm just leaving for good I can't take irresponsible people anymore

64133 - 

🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮

64929 - 

meeting someone with so many disorders I also suffer with never ruined me so badly haha

64133 - 

🤮

64929 - 

FULL TIME SHRIMP FUCKER

64939 - 

I need help

64938 - 

What do you know red?

64939 - 

I believe the way I was in quotes raised led me to start thinking I don't need to have empathy to live but I probably do...

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Just not the "empathy" everybody thinks is empathy.

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Because empathy won't stop you from mistreating and killing people

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Very different types of empathy...

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You could possess one two even none ..

64940 - 

You're not "what you feel", You're what you DO

64940 - 

My whole life my mom and that man have told me I'm a psychopath for completely normal reactions to abuse and I think it messed badly with how I see myself

64940 - 

Is it really psychopathic for a depressed child to scream at you to stop streaming their crying to strangers? No .

64940 - 

theres no place for me here and i cant make one. its not right for me to live like this.

64939 - 

Telling a prepubescent age kid how and how badly you want to kill them is "psychopath" behavior, according to YOUR own opinions.

64940 - 

but you're always Right! so you'd just make an exception for yourself

64940 - 

Thats how most people operate. They are barely alive, much less thinking.

64939 - 

You don't actually feel empathy for anybody, You actually just want to punish yourself with other people's pain because you think you deserve it.

64940 - 

And it hurts to call you my mothe because of it. You're just a child

64940 - 

I just realised he never showed me his actual personality or character.

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Probably part of the reason why it was so difficult to keep caring about him that way. I didn't know him and I didn't even realise it. because I wasn't supposed to.

64940 - 

I wasn't supposed to care or love. I was just supposed to stay and sit on a little pedestal made of garbage

64940 - 

its always at this time that i feel this horrible

64889 - 

i don't know if i can keep doing this anymore

64889 - 

Just a godly good Very good (A good person) a kind loving caring boyfriend! But not a person of anything. Christ. Not a person What. Why would he be a person? Is how it seemed to be

64940 - 

nothing i do will ever be enough for them

64889 - 

is there even a universe where i'm enough?

64889 - 

Even just the act of telling him I was NOT a good person would make him say things like Oh no! You're so nice though! You're so kind!... Who gives a shit? I'm a bad a person, period.

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🤮

64929 - 

i don't belong

64889 - 

I'm trying to change but you being in THIS MUCH DENIAL isn't helping at all. Not that I think you wanted to help

64940 - 

You didn't even love me or know what I really looked like from the inside. Because you closed your eyes and imagined someone you actually could love. It wasn't me

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