Does she know about all that?

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somewhere around september i met someone, and they were beaming with energy-NN

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Well she doesnt know the intensity of it

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She might be able to help you

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Drugs make me feel okay.

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we got along really well, and hit it off somewhere around the end of the month -NN

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Cause when my grandma is here they act all sweet ir just dont scream at me as much

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They just are less stress

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Ed*

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Our relationship was a strong one, I was always avid about communication and talking things through instead of getting frustrated and calling it off there -NN

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I hope everything gets better for you soon :(

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They show their stress lesser when others are home

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We solved a lot of almost potential issues that way, and got along and understood each other very well because of that -NN

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Now all i have to depend on happiness is food

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And i am a picky eater

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So they scold me for taht and body shame me

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I'm a liar.

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Do you like things like drawing or reading? Those can be helpful

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They bully me

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im so sorry about that, no one should have to go through that especially from a parent

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eventually after 2 months they asked to break up, they wanted to learn how to not be so dependent because before it had gotten so bad with them they'd get shivers, and worried they'd do it again -NN

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And say it is because they hope i willget angry and thus gett better

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But it justt hurts

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They day i will never improve

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We weren't together because of that, but we were good friends, so good that, we couldn't not just be friends anymore, so our relationship was on and off from how they felt -NN

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GET EM

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Thatt i will rot and perish

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Now i fight back

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Amd scream at the

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Them*

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But they really wanted to work on themselves and keep their independency, so they would say/do hurtful things to me in hopes I'd fall out of love with them -NN

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But i het so amgry and start swearing at them

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Insulting how I act, saying I was too clingy when I'd only see them in person once a week -NN

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And they get nore angry or just start crying and guilt rripping me

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wsg people

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I persevered and made it clear to them no matter how much they would try to hurt me, I knew why they were trying to, so I'd forgive them regardless -NN

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Im sorry about everything thats happened red, i haven’t experienced that so im not sure what the right thing to do would be

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Nothing much prupel

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Jeffrey Bezos

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It hurta thtat i cant be myself in my hiuse

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