hard place to be in: feeling like shit abt yrself

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Poop

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I cheated on my bf with druggie, broke up with him and started dating the druggie all within two weeks

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ooof

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I feel so horrible about myself

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And its all my fault

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huh, but regan is hot in a toxic type of way

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Hello?

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Cyan im gonna fuck you

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.

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I want to die

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Me too -sy

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cant change the past, got to figure out what you gonna do now

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fucking hate this -sy

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Who doesnt right

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I wish us suicidal people would be left alone -sy

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I know

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like stop taking me to fucking hospitals -sy

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I just want to be loved no matter what

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Let me DIE -sy

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By anyone

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All the time

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I hate hospitals

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But its never enough

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I wish I had a method that would work 100% -sy

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Sometimes I feel more comfortable there, but other times I hate them -sy

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People find me pretty and want to fuck so I let them

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Cuz why the hell not

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This time it better fucking work i swear -sy

63936 - 

But its getting old

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and it turns out that i might be having symptoms of DID

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Sodium nitrite my trust lies in you -sy

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you better work -sy

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yay i now have a fucking SOCIOPATH livinginside me

53957 - 

I could be anyones toy for weeks but after I will get bored of the person

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And always want more

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but regan is kinda ok

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Who the fuck is regan -sy

63936 - 

one of my personalities

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ah -sy

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